Smile while you can.
I'm human. I'm a girl. Not always strong. You do not feel what I feel. You don't understand. You look I smile. Always smile. But inside.. I'm cry. I don't want people know what happen to me. So, i'm try to be strong and stay strong. I know all of this was my fault. I'm weak. Yeah very weak. I'm sorry. I'm tired of what's happening. I try to improve myself. To be better. I love you. I miss you. I didn't ask for all this to happen. I know my english is very bad. But I don't care. I want you to always be there for me. But how? I don't know. I know you already do not trust me anymore. Saya selalu kecewakan awak kan? Arghhh penat sangat. Samar samar je post ni kan? Hmm lantak ah. Bye. Assalamualaikum.